I'm not going to say dear or anything since I don't really care much about you and you are not dear to me in any way. I know, this letter is pretty much useless since PolSci is an abstract thing and stuff but whatever; it kind of makes for an interesting emo post or something and I just want to get something off my chest (ooh cliche).
We've been together for over two years and such and whoopdedoo on the things we've been through. I settled on you for my program since you were a pre-law course and I pretty much told my aunt that I was more interested in Law than in Nursing so that I could get out of UST. Pretty much a damn mistake since I then find out that I wouldn't very much like a career in Law but hey, it was a mistake that led me to meeting quite a few people that are worth knowing. Well, that's one benefit I got from you haha. But pretty much, as I've said, I never really cared for you. PS 11, 14, 100, and 150 didn't really hold my interest. PS14 and PS150, I regarded as drudgery. There's also your Economics series that I've so far just managed to scrape passing grades (more likely due to the mercy of professors than my aptitude).
I've been reading some of the assigned readings I've photocopied and they generally make do for a quick relief from boredom. The only thing is that I've yet to touch the readings that were assigned for the subjects directly related to your particular field. The ones that do touch a bit on your field, the readings for Socsci2, only make me think that people who want to learn your art or something have an "I will save the world!" drive, no offense to PolSci majors out there. I'm still a bit egocentric to do something for the world, which makes me a sad waste of human life.
So yeah, I'm already tiring people when I say that I don't like you. Even I'm rolling my eyes as I type this crappy little thing. Simplest solution would be to shift courses but I'm too lazy to inquire about other programs and maybe I'm really masochistic since I kept thinking of excuses to not submit an application for shifting. Now, maybe due to my unconscious need for drama, we're going to be together again for another year and maybe 'til graduation since I doubt a third year could shift courses or something. So here's the thing, I'm going to try and stop disliking you and move on to cold indifference, something I should have tried long ago.
Now I'm so tired of doing this that I'm starting to regret starting it... garn! So pretty much I'm just airing my rants to something that will never talk back or something but whatever.
